Send them something uplifting today.
Don’t send them anything that’ll bring them down.
Send them, you are beautiful. You are lovely. You have worth. You are loved.
Anything like that.
Anon or not.
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So you think killing yourself will stop the hurt and pain? It will completely stop the pain you’re feeling yea. It will end everything for you. Everything is going to stop. Not only will you kill the pain. You kill YOU. You’re dead. Never to laugh again. Never to like a guy or girl again. Never to…
I feel like a fool until you say “its fine”
One day I hope to make you mine
You came to me when we first met
It seemed Gods’ plan was set
You’ve been lied to all your life
Filled with heartache and strife
God loves you more then I ever could
People say things they never should.
I’ve told you and…
I see a lot of you upset because you’re single.
I’m 31. I’ve been single my whole life. It can be very discouraging some days to think that no one likes you enough to spend time with you, spend time getting to know you or spend time loving and making you feel special. Trust me I get that. I have…
So I know I’m probably annoying you all with my stupid status updates about how lonely i am. But I can’t help it. I’ve been lonely my whole life. This is going to be a bit pathetic so only read if you want to get to the ending. :)I’ve liked multiple guys here and there for different reasons. I’m not sure why none of them have worked out. I would say they didnt’ work out because I was going to meet the guy of my dreams the next guy. But that hasn’t happened yet. I really don’t know how to feel about all this. Some days i’m very ok with being single. Lately though, It’s a huge weight on my shoulders like i’ll never be loved or that i really am not good enough for a guy to fall in love with. I’m hurting and i don’t know how to cure it. I don’t know what to do with it. I cry most nights because i don’t have that person to confide in. I still believe in God. I still believe He has someone for me, but i don’t know where or who he is and it’s really really getting to me. I’m so frustrated and I feel so done with life. I don’t know what i’m doing here. Why i’m alive. I know I shouldn’t lose all that because there isn’t a guy in my life. But it’s more than just a “guy in my life” it’s more like. I want to fall in love with my other half. Yes I’m a christian but we’re still created to be with someone else. There is a woman for every man. Why? because we’re supposed to reproduce(God commanded us too). Yes I’m a christian and i’m filled with the holy spirit and I love God with all my heart. However, there is still a void in my life. I know what that void is. I was made to love someone. And I can’t because he’s not here. Of Course I pray for my future husband but i really think at 31 it’s time i actually met that guy and fell in love. I don’t know what i’m doing wrong. I don’t know what i’m supposed to pray for any more… or ask. I’m sick of guys coming to me and saying they’ll have sex with me. Good for you. I don’t want.. just sex.. i don’t even want sex right now. I want to connect with someone.I want to share deep things with someone. I don’t want just ANY guy, I want the one. God knows my heart. He knows how I feel. He watches and comforts me as I cry. Why does he love the lonely heart? Because we can turn to him and make our relationship with Him grow. Become closer to Him. I haven’t been doing a good job of using my alone/single time wisely. I should be reading my Bible. Praying. Worhipping and praising God that He loves me and has carried me these years. I don’t know how to do that any more when i feel like this. I want to help others and I want to be there for them. I am there for them. I love you guys and i want to help you guys through things like this but i dont even know if i’m getting through this correctly. I’m really not depressed… I’m just frustrated. I’m done I don’t want to be alone any more. I guess it’s getting to me more now because i’m completely on my own with no one else around. I really like someone. I don’t know where it’s going. He barely talks to me any more. I don’t know what to do. I’m so lost. Help me Lord. Chris.
I was born into a “family” where we were sexually and physically abused as babies. My biological father was said to have molested me at 3. My mother was a drug addict when I was born. They are no longer in my life I’ve never met them. My brother and I were then adopted in 1985. At about age 9- I was molested by my adoptive father for the first time. It continued for 8 years, my adoptive mother didn’t believe me. He would do it pretty much every day. Woke me up in the morning for school by rubbing my vaginal area. There is other things he did. I Got called ugly, bitch, and a slut all through middle school. Also got called a lesbian because I never had a boyfriend. Never got asked out. If I did get asked out it was in front of all their friends and after I said yes they’d say “I’d never ask you out.” Thought about committing suicide when i was 15, almost went through with it. Was also molested by one of the people that regularly camped at my parents campground. Lost my best friend Amber when i was 16, she got hit by a car and killed. My mother died when I was 17. My dad was sent to jail for 6 months because he confessed to one count of child endangerment. I didn’t get emotionally healed from the pain until I was 25. I’m stronger now because of what happened. I can also relate to a bunch of you who feel that your world is over when something like these things happen. You have a right to be happy. You have a right to seek healing. You don’t need to go through what you’re going through alone. Don’t give up. Don’t give up on yourself. Don’t lose hope.
<3 Chris
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